发现现在写新东西都是在快一点的时候。。。

刚去MM深蓝那里转,给她留了一堆言以后实在是闲的没事干(怎么听着很欠扁的感觉)。

就从她那里的连接里到处转转看有没有好的BLOG。

转了一圈,觉得
透明的感觉不错,像她(我感觉她是女生)的名字一样。
BLOG感觉很干净,写的也很整洁,反正不知道怎么讲,就是第一眼看上去就喜欢,呵呵。

不晓得今天上来写点什么,其实也没什么好写的。

总奇怪不知道放假了要干什么,放假前是那么的期待,可是真放假了又无所事事。
今天4号了,哦,明天5号了,要和一一出去玩了,还不知道去哪呢。
去哪呢?每次都是那几个地方,逛恶心了。

4号了,8号就上课了,假期的一半过去了,我什么也没做。
除了在家里玩幻想,聊QQ,看电影,我还干什么了?

因为说是放假,所以一本书也没带回来,因为我知道自己会怎么带回来的怎么带回去。
所谓带书回来学习只是一种设想,设想永远是设想而已。
今天听妈妈说新房子已经装修的差不多了,而且据说我的屋子很漂亮,特别是那个吊灯。
我还没去看,不知道什么样子的哦,很期待的感觉。

等搬家后要把一一拉去,一起帮我打点打点,呵呵,那丫头的欣赏水平很不错的说。
搬家要什么时候?不知道,遥遥无期,等待吧……
今天和百合玩了半天,很矛盾现在的处境。

教育网线我上不去,不晓得是什么原因。山东2她来不了,我们共同能去的就是上海3。
但是那里毕竟不是长期玩的地方啊,很矛盾。
教育网区都那么高了,却这样就放弃了,不甘心。但又能如何呢?
山东区有师父带,但是一身装备都是他给的,如果哪天说走就走,是否太过分?觉得好混乱。
百合为了我来了上海区,放弃她的大号陪我,只是单纯的希望两个人一起玩。
因为,很少有人像我们这么有默契吧。

如果以后宽带换网通了,上海又上不去了,那我们该去哪里?
觉得矛盾,现在3个区3个号,到底该玩哪个?
如果哪天教育网恢复了,我是否真的可以放下山东区的号回去呢?
我可以,但是会觉得自己很过分。
不是说放不下什么,而是觉得欠了好大一个人情。
说来就来说走就走,是不是很欠扁。

我到底该怎么办。。。。。。。。。。。。

竟然都快1点了,我怎么上网越来越晚了,要去睡了,免得被爸爸骂。。

PS:对了,刚才逛透明的BLOG听到一个很好听的英文歌:
Craig David 的
don't love you no more
把歌词贴过来,有能看懂的吗?呵呵。。。
For all the years i've konwn you baby
i can't figure out the reason why lately
you've been acting so cold (didn't you say)
if there is a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don't want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okey i know i was late again
i made you mad and the dinners thrown to (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (i wanna konw)
i'm sick and tired of this silly game
don't think that i'm the only one here to blame
it's not me who's been going round slamming doors
that's when you turned and said to me
i don't care babe who's right or wrong
i just don't love you no more
rain outside my window pouring down
what now , you're gone , my fault , i'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos i let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
i'm sorry for the tears i've make you cry
i guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
i just don't love you no more
i know that i've made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn't make sense to me now that you're gone (i see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons as you look away
i can see a tear roll down your face
that's when you turned and said to me
i don't care babe who's right or wrong
i just don't love you no more
rain outside my window pouring down
what now , you're gone , my fault , i'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos i let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
i'm sorry for the tears i've make you cry
i guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
i just don't love you no more
Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
i just don't love you no more
rain outside my window pouring down
what now , you're gone , my fault , i'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos i let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
i'm sorry for the tears i've make you cry
i guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
i just don't love you no more